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Nice Guys Finish Last

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 3:08 PM


There comes a time in a person's life when they get sick and tired of bein the nice guy. Maybe that's not for everyone, but for the past week, it has been for me. Bein the nerd that i am, i have always been compassionate, selfless, kind, and giving when others need it. The problem with that is, i get taken advantage of too in the process. I remember tryin to help people with there homework at school, and they would cheat off my paper and say i did it, then i was the one in trouble. I was always the one beat up, thrown in lockers, push around, and talked about as a child. I also have been hurt by girls just as badly. I have never had a real lover b4, but as many times that i have had crushes on girls, they always seem to break my heart. I remember valentines day, i gave my crush a gift, and she tore it apart and laughed in my face. I was upset and i thought i would die. Now that i'm older, its all comin back again. I've come to like many new girls and i have either hurt them, or they have hurt me. Even the ones that like me have hurt me, and i hate it. I'm sick of bein the nice guy, cuz all i have mostly experienced is pain and hurt. It comes to a point when a guy can only take so much. Y do i continue to b nice, its in my nature i guess. I have helped a lot of girls overcome fears, stand up to there boyfriends that mistreat them, and even helped them help themselves. I have even helped a friend from committing suicide, and the 6 out of the 10 girls have all hurt me. Most of which i came to liking. I wish i wasn't the nice nerdy guy whose always there for others, but alone when it comes to my own problems. I hate this pain, i feel, i hate suffering, i hate it all.

  • Mood: Furious
  • Listening to: me screaming in my head
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my life fall apart
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: junk i don't need
  • Drinking: nothin

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  • Current Residence: Schererville, Indiana
  • Interests: tickling girls, being tickled, playing video games, reading
  • Favourite movie: I Am Legend, G.I. Joe, Transformers 1 &2, Glory Road, Radio
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